Fri, Mar 18, 2011
11:20 am
i'm angry. your lies have backed up my soul and your actions have broken parts of me and your cursed words have wounded me. But i'll walk on these broken legs cuz im no quitter and I love you more than you understand. But your so lost and sad and all you do is wallow in your own pain you can not see the pain anything else. You secrete your own filth and swim in it and you throw it at me and my tinted light is going out. But who will save me? I've saved you my whole life but who will save me? Why do you bully yourself no one bullies you ...you act like a spoiled child, like you cant understand human flaw. you drive others away on purpose, I fear your sanity is blurred and instead of being yourself you let your circumstances define you and you act like you know nothing sitting in your pained puddle of sorrow and agony, Poor you. One who wont move on. Are you afraid ? Why? Its hard to watch you die dont you understand?Or do you not care? You define yourself.
Are just too comfortable in your pain? Why do you Hurt yourself? Do you think its funny?
Accept the help before you. Don't think so hard or so much. Stop the torture. Let yourself be happy. Live let it go. Let it go. You could have so much more. I want you to have more. Take my hand come away from your pain puddle, walk with me..please.. wont you?
