My heart craves vengeance for me....
i crave a meaning for my pain...
a reason to have bled and
not just cuz i liked it...a reason to have fallen
so low but can't get off this high cuz I took it. I embraced it.
Days later my body hurts with it...
you may not understand...
in fact i'm sure you do not.
And if you do understand then you just don't care..
i'm different, i have standards and rules and conditions..
i need you right now but if you want
to walk away from me i will let you go...
i WILL let you go. but how do I let go of
someone who isnt trying to leave?!
Some times i wished you hated me or
hit me just so i would not love you but, passion
..no.. i can not kill the passion
i have for you in fact i can hate you
till the blood boils out of my veins but that
hatred is so passionate it will make
me love you more...
If this farewell is the beginning of a journey
ill smile as much as possible for you...
oto no shinai namida ga kono mune
nagareru kedo kuyamazu ni fumidasu
yo mate aeru made.
Zutto zutto wasurenai...but nothings everlasting.
Tsunaida te to te hanare wa shinai
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